Something That I'm Not
Your mind tells you that you've lost your confidenceYou're drifting and ya don't believe in anyoneTo lose what little you have left to be proud ofAfraid you can't do this again, ah!
You said that nothing can come in-between usThe way of getting things we wanted doneThen enissophobia held you under its influenceUntil you compromised your style
Everything about you has been one big charadeWhat will you do now the wells run dry? Cry?To sell out all your friends and stab them in the backIt's something that you are; something that I'm not
When you forced me into doing what you loveMark my words no one loves you very much, yeah mark emAnd when you tried to change me and tried to replace meI couldn't help but end just hating you, hmm!
Being a fraud can only last so long, you should knowTill what ya sensed as a child returns, you little babyTo choke out the voice that told ya "money and fame"Would fill the crater that you dug for yourself
Unlike you I'm no vision to myself, lest you forgetYou didn't ever make metal, buddy; metal made youTo crush and run over everyone along the wayIt's something that you are; it's something that I'm not
A stranger to yourself, ha! Ya pissed me off againI won't be driven by your needs anymoreWhat you'd become to do or be is clear to see for meIt's something that you are; it's something that I'm not
it makes me sick to hear you say you "love me"I know you only love what I can do for youIf you were the one that was leading the chargeWould you notice if I missed a day or two? But that's impossible!
We all laughed at the parodies that you'd becomeNow your pain slowly paid back has begunSo, accept my resignation, or in your words "betrayal"Before it gets much worse, end this self-sabotage
Something I'm not, something that you are, something that I'm not
Something I'm not, something that you are, something that I'm notSomething that you are, something that I'm not, yet