Janus
I may be smiling right now but I’m trying to hold it inI’m strongly clutching my two handsYou’re being deceived when I’m saying that I’m fineI am shedding all my tears behind your back
Your small, trembling shoulders, your small lipsI’m sorry, you collapse before meYou swallow me up hotly and shed tearsI’m sorry, you hug me with all your strength
I let out a sigh past your shoulders,tears rise up past your shouldersBut only I know how I lookI want to live in your memory till the end,I want to smile in your memoryLike a fool, I just smile at you
You’re not a bad girl, You’re not a bad girlThe tears shed for me, put those tears awayShe will be hurt, hurt because of me,so I need to hold it in
Why, why, why are you crying because of me?You should always brightly smile, why are you crying?Forget me, brush me off and leave in peaceDon’t you believe me? I don’t want to bring you down
My heart that beats from deep inside,the lingering attachment that’s deep inside,I just bury it as something only I knowI want to see only your smile till the end,I want to protect your smileLike yesterday, just smile at me
You’re not a bad girl You’re not a bad girlIn my heart, in my heartI hide my feelings, I hide it for youso I need to hold myself back
Only you are my master,if you want,you can leave meI will let you go, for you, I will let you go
You’re not a bad girl, You’re not a bad girlThe tears shed for me, put those tears awayShe will be hurt, hurt because of me,so I need to hold it in
I may be smiling right now but I’m trying to hold it inI’m strongly clutching my two handsYou’re being deceived when I’m saying that I’m fineI am shedding all my tears behind your back