Becoming
A long time ago I never knew myself. Then the memoryOf shame birthed its gift.No more. The small one, the weak one, the frightened one.Running from beatings, deflating. I'm becoming moreThan a man. More than you ever were. Driven and burningTo rise beyond Jesus.
I'm born again with snakes eyesBecoming Godsize
I found my life was slipping through my hands. PerhapsThrough death my life won't be so bad.I can see you, can fuck you, inside of you. Staring throughYour eyes. Belittle your friends to serve me, to suck me,To realize my saving grasp. I of suicide. I the unlord.
I'm born again with snakes eyesBecoming Godsize