Wake Up
I just endured and enduredThinking that it was loveWhen I think of you now, looking back at itIt’s not even funnyWhy did I acceptYour dumbfounding behavior?For you there was no ‘us’There was only you
All our old memories togetherAren’t good ones, they’re nightmaresWhy didn’t I escape from you earlierI hate myself
(I was too young) It hurts(Everything is done) You’re bad(I’ll erase you) Now stopWake me upAll the time (You’re always)Busy (Endless loneliness)Do you know? I’m not your doll
You kept intervening “Do this”, “Don’t do that”Saying it’s okay because you’re a boyYou disappear without a callWhy did you lock me up?
I wanted to be a nice girlfriendBut I was delusional, what a foolYou’re not my dadYou gave orders about anythingI hate your way of doing things
(I was too young) It hurts(Everything is done) You’re bad(I’ll erase you) Now stopWake me upMy tears are starting to flowI’m not a doll
(I’m dumbfounded) Breathless(I’m not going back) Look at me(I’ve changed) Farewell nowWake you up(Can you leave now) Now(Thought is free) Do you get it?(You know you look shabby) To me
I’m not a toyI’m not your doll
It hurts, you’re badNow stop (I wanna stop now)Wake me upDo you get it now?Can you leave now?
Now stop, wake me up
Wake up