I am so sorry
Part I
I was just 23, she was only 18We were head over heels in love, it hurts so f*ing badI remember those times, I wanted to see the worldI wanted to have fun, wanted to count some moneyDidn't have a job, was such a greenhornLost all perspective here at an early ageAlways hanging around outside, doing nothingEven my mother didn't like what I didEvery day sex, it was so nice, we were young, free and drugged upEvery day parties, no responsibilityBut I knew, fate would punish meThe doorbell rang, she saidHoney, you open, I am coldI could see in her eyes what happenedAnd at that moment I knew I would lose you
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I am so sorry... Yes, I am so sorryAnd I wish for nothing... and I wish for nothingBut that this letter... but that this letterWill reach you someday... will reach you someday
Yes, I am so sorry... Yes, I am so sorryAnd I wish for nothing... No, I wish for nothingBut that you will forgive me... but that you will forgive meAnd I pray for you... Yes, I pray for you
Part II
Your mother was scared... Now she thoughtShe could not give you what you deserveShe never hat an education, no proper trainingAnd this dream of being happy was down the drainHer parents did not care at allThey did not really like the idea of usNo job, no flat, no nothingShe begged, I can't make it aloneI said "I am here, we will make it"And then I sold weed in the neighbourhoodI swore, Yes, I will be there for usYou were not even there, but you had some savingsOne day the phone rings, I hear her sobbing, then the tears comeShe said "I am sorry baby, I love you... I was at the abortion clinic"
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Part III
Can you hear me, please forgive our sins, my tearsProve my deep hurt to you and I am tortured byAll those feelings of guilt, I want to be freeI want to be one with him (her?) again, pleasePlease forgive our sins, my tearsProve my deep hurt to you and I am tortured byAll those feelings of guilt, I want to be freeI want to be one with him (her?) again
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