The Drug (Part 1)
7 AM and I'm walking againBack to bury myself in the snowWith a part of me gone and its hard to holdTo a person that I used to knowAnd it kills me inside I am barely aliveI am nothing but flesh over boneBut I can't think about it I'm not going to changeI'm better off being aloneBetter off being alone
The drug, the drug is what understands meSilence stole the voices in my headDrink myself to death on cocaine candyTwenty one gun salute when they find me deadWhen they find me dead
In the back of the house with a gun in my mouthAnd a mirror in front of my faceI have looked for a reason just one simple reasonFor why I am worth being savedBut I'll never get out so I put the gun downIt's a slow suicide that I chooseSo I give in again I sit down and breath inI don't care about what I will loseWhat I will lose
The drug, the drug is what understands meSilence stole the voices in my headDrink myself to death on cocaine candyTwenty one gun salute when they find me deadWhen they find me dead
I feel like this will never endThe curse under my skinMore than air I breatheYou must believe I need the drugI'm always on the runFrom the addict I've becomeMore than air I breatheYou must believe I need the drug
I need the drugYou must believe I need the drugI need the drugYou must believe I need the drug
The drug, the drug is what understands meSilence stole the voices in my headDrink myself to death on cocaine candyTwenty one gun salute when they find me dead