The End
Here aloneStanding barefoot in our lawnWorms squeezing their way through my toesTonight that's how it goesI'm at your window kneeling quietI thought at least I'd maybe try to get your head rightGet your heart right"Let him go!"
Then through the glass I see your dress fall to the floorAs he embraces every inch of youThe woman I adoreI can't believe the way you're bendingCan't believe this never-ending moaningAsking him for moreBegging him for more
How far will I go to make it feel right?"Come home"I have to fix this on my own
Replace my heartCause I'm convinced mine broke the day I let us endReplace my heartI don't wanna live by copingI'm done with hoping... end
I creeped in close enough to seeThe way he touched herFrom her feet across her kneesInside her sweetest spotHe pleased and pleased herI turned around and tried to take controlBut no control was capableIt was a centerfold of how less than low can possibly go.
I squeezed the life into my brainLike pushing knives into a veinI've gotta getI said I've gotta get insideSo to the back window I crawl in silentStanding in the darknessOf my living roomThis used to be my home
How far will I go to make it feel right?"Come home"I have to fix this on my own
Replace my heartCause I'm convinced mine broke the day I let us endReplace my heartI don't wanna live by copingI'm done with hoping... end
I turn the doorknob with two fingersTo be slow enough to sneak into the roomAmong the corner darkness gloomI had to see this happeningHe pushed himself so deep inside her clapping rangAnd bounced off every wooden walled roomAnd that's when all went silent blank except the color redAs I walked calmly numbing paralyzed beside the bedI said "I know I'm not allowed to be hereI just had to see how good your new man really fucks you'Cause you both been fucking me"
So now I planned the last thing you can both do as a pairI tie both blindfolds tight around your fucking eyes to blind your stareI don't want to alarm you, but I figured we could end thisIn what seems easy, quick and painless, manSo I'll get down to businessI choose you first, there's a gun, its at your headSo laugh at me one more time but put your face inside the bedYou sit and watch me while I do this shit and learn from what I've saidI cocked the pistol, pulled the trigger, and all I saw was red
How far will I go to make it feel right?"Come home"I have to fix this on my own
Then the screamingOh the screamingIt's nice to see you scaredOf such a weak and stupid husbandWho knows you never really caredI'll leave you with a question that I need to hear from your head:Was all this worth it knowing you have just seconds left to live?
Now think about your answer, laying face down on the bedI cocked the pistol, pulled the trigger and all I saw was redI gently stroke her arm as she lies lifeless on her backThen placed the barrel in my mouthAll I saw was black.