Not That Beautiful
I'm bringing a vest and I run from the pastI pick up the phone just to find I'm aloneIt's wearing me out and the weight of my sinsKill the faith that I have so it's time to beginBack to the start just to see how it feelsI was the one who had thought you could healNow that it's over it's time to move onBecause I was the righteous and you were the wrong
Every time I try to run and hideI feel your heart take me
I'm addicted to the games that you playYou make me feel so pitifulLike you're so beautifulYour heart is beating me to death everydayBut I am not that pitifulYou're not that beautiful
I suffer inside just to feel I'm aliveI bury the truth cause I know it's a lieI never said all the things I could sayBecause you were the master and I was a slaveIf I could find me a drug to forget youI'd overdose on the day that I met youKill all the drama it's time to move onBecause I am the righteous and you were the wrong
Every time I try to run and hideI feel your heart take me
I'm addicted to the games that you playYou make me feel so pitifulLike you're so beautifulYour heart is beating me to death everydayBut I am not that pitifulYou're not that beautifulI'm not that pitifulYou're not so beautiful
Every time I look into your eyesI see a demon in disguiseYou fucking make me sickYou are the one that I despiseYou take me and break meYou feed me liesAnd all you gave in return was my demiseSo maybe I'm just crazy for believing this shitBut goddamn I can't believe I'm fucking dealing with thisIt's like a nightmare and I can't wake upI just can't wake up
I'm addicted to the games that you playYou make me feel so pitifulLike you're so beautifulYour heart is beating me to death everydayBut I am not that pitifulYou're not that beautifulI'm not that pitifulYou're not so beautiful
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