Holding Back The Tears
I kind of keep asking myself little questionsLike where do I go from hereI seem to keep loosing track of time and how long it's beenSince I last had you near
Been a painful road to a door that's closedBeen a gamble that I knew I couldn't winBeen a lonely conversation to this photograph of youIn the mirror there's a sing I must give in
So I'm not holding back the tears anymoretryin' escape the heartache, tryin' escape emotionNo I'm not holding back the tears anymoreYesterday's my memory reminding me of all the timeI depended on you
I used to enjoy spending my time on my own hereWatching the jaded people passNow here I am sharing their pain and their lonely tearsAnd walking a road of broken glass
It's a constant fight to get through each day and nightIt's a war between the present and the pastAnd the face that's in your mind every time you close your eyesWhat's the reason, what's the answer, how long will this last
So I'm not holding back the tears anymoretryin' escape the heartache, tryin' escape emotionNo I'm not holding back the tears anymoreYesterday's my memory reminding me of all the time
Been a long time since I heard your last goobdyeStill I hear it clearly every day and nightWhat's the point in love when you have to give it upYet still you need it and it's nowhere you can find
So I'm not holding back the tears anymoretryin' escape the heartache, tryin' escape emotionNo I'm not holding back the tears anymoreYesterday's my memory reminding me of all the timeI depended on you